It’s been a really long while since I last posted on here.
What’s been going on..
Really not a lot. I got a 360 Elite with Left4Dead last week. That’s pretty fun. Still dating Jess. Things have been kind of.. eh lately.
I’m not sure if it’s because we don’t talk that much while I’m at work and she’s at school and working on the weekends.
When I visit her house we don’t do anything. Well that’s a lie. She wants to cuddle the whole time I’m over. I want to go out and do something but she just wants to lie in bed and cuddle or cuddle on the couch.
We don’t do anything anymore. We almost went to Red Robins the other week. It didn’t work out and she got really upset.
She also gets incredibly emotional. I’m not a jerk, I understand emotions and can empathize but it’s ALL the time. I don’t even want to continue about this bit because I feel like I’m coming off as a jerk who doesn’t care if my girlfriend cries.
Being home alone gives you a lot of time to think about things. The future, the past, where things are going, what I need to do to change things.
But of course do I do what I need to do? No. I space out or put it off or something. I hate myself for this.
The feeling of never really accomplishing anything is rather crippling. The future is unclear and I haven’t been able to concentrate on anything, much less reading my tarot cards to get an idea.
I’ve been telling people I’m going back to school in the Spring. I really don’t know what I’m doing yet.
Should be going to see 9 Friday. I hear it’s excellent.
Colleen has been in contact with me and we’ve been trying to do something. Maybe she and Bridget would like to come also.
On a positive note I have Scribblenauts reserved and will wear my hat a.s.a.p.